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we learn to hold our heads as if we wear crowns.
we learn to wring magic from the ordinary.

about

cait. 15. she/her.

personal / private account.
i'm not going to link my main - i only personally give this acc out, so you already know who this is.

this used to be my vent, but i've since moved it to another account. i do have vent-y tweets here though.

i rarely ever follow new people anymore. if i deny your request don't message me about it.

byf

• please like my tweets if you can - you don't have to like all of them (though that would be appreciated) but i appreciate knowing that people read my tweets.

• don't leak this @ or tweets from this account.

• softblock if you unfollow.

• nothing is tagged

• depending on my mood, i may or may not respond to replies and/or tweets. i always like tweets i see to show i'm here for you, though i may be in no state to respond.

• i will not accept any requests from new people unless i follow first. if we're irls i'm really sorry, but this account isn't for you.

• i delete tweets often. this is to keep my account clean and avoid seeing my own thoughts that could send me into a spiral again.

• vagues / subs are rare, but will never be about anyone who follows me here.

♡

tsukasa suou is so so important to me! i love him a lot, and pda him frequently, especially when i'm not feeling well. he's a very important cc to me (if not the most) and even though it may seem silly, he's helped me through a lot of bad times.

i don't mind if you kin / ID as him and follow me, but i understand if you feel uncomfy + want to sb.

misc

• lots of oversharing.

• i namedrop irls.

• i switch to 3rd person sometimes when i'm not okay. i don't know why it happens, but it helps me deal with my emotions.

• lots of negativity.

• i'm generally more active on this account; i usually tweet about my day + personal things.

i used to let more people follow me on my priv, but as time goes on i'm finding it harder and harder to deal with negativity from others. i know this sounds bitchy, but i'm not currently in a state where i can constantly help others without having my emotional state be affected as well. it's not that i don't care - anybody who follows me here is someone i consider a friend and genuinely care about - but at any given time it's difficult to help people i don't know that well other than liking tweets. right now, the most i can handle is my girlfriend, best friends, and closer friends who follow me here. i don't mean to isolate anyone or leave them hanging. hell, i want to be here for people. it's just not something i can do all the time, and as much as i wish i could, my mental health comes first. prioritizing myself is still something i'm trying to learn, and sometimes i feel selfish for doing it, but it's something that's normal, and that's okay.